I Wish....

I wish....two very simple words that we all use everyday...not really putting any thought into the meaning behind it. It's mainly in the context of "I wish this driver would move!" or "I wish work was over." I try and think of my "I wishes" as goals....it's fun to sit down and really think about what you wish for....they can be as realistic or fanciful as you want...that's the beauty of it. So...here's some of mine.

I wish I was thinner...(working on it and getting there..little by little), I wish there were more money and less bills, I wish I was less of a pack rat, I wish I could figure a way to slow time down, I wish it was more feasible to have another baby, I wish I could find a cure for cancer and Alzheimer's, I wish I could get my daughter to stop rolling her eyes at me, I wish I could get those Hannah Montana tickets for her, I wish I could let go of jealousy, I wish I could calm down and stop living in the land of what if, I wish I could get rid of this agoraphobia, I wish I could be comfortable around people, I wish I could let down my guard, I wish for more time with my husband, I wish my grass would cut itself, I wish I were closer with my extended family, I wish I could let go of certain anger issues I still cling to, I wish I could blow off certain things, I wish I didn't worry so much, especially about things I can't change, I wish I could just let go period, I wish for a certain amount of wealth...not the obscene kind...just to be comfortable, and not worry about bills and what if's..., I wish I could not care so much about what people think, I wish for health and happiness for my family and friends....to be here all together for a very long time, I wish to be a better mother, wife, daughter, sister, and granddaughter, I wish for a life after this one....that this isn't all there is....that we're all here for a purpose and after that is done, there is something else for us....that all of the things I believe are true and the end comes, it's not the end, but a new beginning for us.....